Tina,

Given the current situation, you back home. You must be determined to change the past live.

I have to accept the situation. I can’t fight it. I was driving myself a little crazy a few months back . I was paranoid over everything. But when finally I was back on set, starting to work, it felt okay again. That’s what I am going to do now, continue working. I am booked for nearly 1 year now and will not have the time to try to live a ”normal” life, or the life I had before. Because it doesn´t work. I can't go to any of the places I used to go to, there are people coming up to me all the time.

Tina
基于目前的情形，你要重头来过。必须要下定决心以改变你过去的生活方式。
我就是不得不面对现实的。我们不能与生活争斗，在过去的几个月里，在下频临崩溃的境地，甚至到了臆想些许事情的危险情形。但每当最后，我恢复清醒过来后，工作仍然还是要继续的。近一整年内我就是这个样子，根本没有试着用所谓的正常的生活方式去生活，甚至连过去的生活方式，在这段时间都不曾想过。因为那一点作用都没有。因为故人总是在眼前浮现的缘故，我连曾经去过的地方也不敢去。